my life
is a poem
a poem
i was asked
to write
as a child
my life
is a poem
of Kipling’s
i had copied
as a child
when i didn’t know
what a poem was
when i didn’t know
what copying was
when I thought
writing a poem
was
to copy
someone else’s
innocently
i wrote it
in my notebook
and took
it to school
strangely
it passed off
as mine
of a little child’s
when i got
congratulations
i did not deserve
i felt a pain
in my soul
a poet was born
n it returned home
and came back
with a poem
of its own
this time
it was accused
by the grown ups
gently in a court
which none but me attended
it was accused
of not being original
my poem
was entered into
a poetry competition
and slaughtered in court
for being
the unknown copy
of a great poet’s work
of which work
i did not know
of which work
they did not know
but they wished
to slaughter
and they did
my life
was that poem
a poem
i used to see
in everything around
and me
and i was slaughtered
by the grown ups
for this work
i felt it
again
a sharp untold pain
in my little heart
the poet had died
the poem
had died
and after
all these years
of living
a half life
without poetry
when i least expected it
i see
the poet is back
the child is back
the poem is back
in this grown up world
that took
my life away
who brought me back..
i do not know
i just know
i felt
a wordless pain
and when
i died again
the poet
was reborn
the child
is back
as a poem
my life
is only
a poem
a poem
that will
never die
in this
grown up world
again
a poem
that will
always be
contd..
contd..
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